2 YEARS
August 21, 2021, 2 YEARS! 8/21/21 at 11:21 pm our world blew up. I wish I could look at this day more positively and hopefully with time it will come. I wish I could be as easy going as Julian and treat this day as any other we’ve endured over the past 2 years. He is stronger and braver than he ever could have imagined. His determination to adapt, to find new paths, and to redefine himself has been inspiring. The memories of that day continue to haunt me, every moment, sound, sight, thought, expression on others is on replay. Even being a nurse, nothing could have prepared me for the ache of watching my own child deal with pain and struggle. I’ve prided myself in being good at my career, but this has been uncharted territory. I feel helpless, wishing i could do more and question if I miss something crucial to keep Julian as healthy as possible. This battle is difficult because it’s never been won before. This is where our hope and faith of future possibilities comes into pl